So last night I looked over in the dim, whole-house-asleep-I'm-still-working-kitchen, took this photo (have I mentioned how I hate CFLS and the light they cast with regards to the camera?) of work being reglazed and started shedding. I've postponed my sale at home. Felt immediately better. Today I was midway through finishing glazing (To be ready for saturday it has to fire on wednesday. Today is not Wednesday. My kiln's size requires 24 hours cool-down, and if I leave the house at 5:40 to go to the market, it would mean 4:40 unloading and pricing, and I'm not up for all of that) when I canceled this weekend's scheduled appearance at the market. I sent the boys to an IMAX movie, finished loading, showered, and crawled into bed.
So. I may reschedule my sale. I may not. I may sell it online. I don't know. I have a lot of work but no energy to do anything to promote it, smile, explain it, market it. I'm sapped. I'll be quiet around here for a while until I have something to say again. Right now I'm just going to rest. See you when I get back.
4 comments:
I do get that feeling of complete exhaustion...it's greater than a tired feeling...much more like there's no more energy to give. Last night I felt that way and laid in bed for hours. I feel much better today. I hope a bit of quiet time will refill your wells.
Rest, sweet lady, rest! You're amazing.
Good for you for letting go and knowing you needed to! I pray you find peace and comfort in resting and taking care of yourself for a bit.
Have a good rest and feel better soon! I'm sure that everything will wait for as long as you need for it to wait.
Post a Comment